A sense of guilt for not writing as much since CookieYO came into my happier life. I started to think by the time she is 16 years old, she will look back at this blog and see so many posts about LittleYO and very little posts about her. I started feeling guilty. I started digging deeper into my feeling of guilt rather than react by coming online and typing something great and special about my little girl. which she very much is.....
Its funny how feelings pre determine the thoughts which we base our decisions that predict our actions; which we are all measured and judged by in this life. The point of this blog is not only to show my kids down the road how much they mean to me but to chronicle my thoughts. To show them, after I am long gone, a path of thought that nobody else can teach to them like their DaddyYO- and they understand just by being my LittleYO's.
We learn our entire lives until the day we die. It never stops. We go to school, religion, play sports and learn lesson after lesson and POOF...we are educated. If we were the child of every professor, coach and priest we ever learned from - we all would be enlightened. Because of this parent-child bond we understand whats being taught and conceptualize everything more clearly because of less outside interference. Each thought is more pure; because of less interception/interference. This parent-child bond can not be duplicated by any teacher, religion or coach and so it goes...literally.
Over the last 6 months I've been trying to have more control over my thoughts; which has had a tremendous (positive) impact on my personal life. By thought-stopping Ive realized not only myself but everyone around me is on "auto pilot". Like people, the mind gets lazy and so we subconsciously create mental scripts for most situations so the mind can feel at ease with a routine and assume answers and conclusions.
The problem is the actions we make are half drawn conclusions based on inaccurate mental scripts/expectations to which we react and make very real. Basically everyone is crazy because they are reacting to something that does not exist only in their head. SCARY!
Control your thoughts, control your actions. Control your actions and your more in control of your life. For those who question all of this, keep questioning...maybe someday you will get it.
DaddyYO
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